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[08 Sep 2008|12:05pm] |
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... I wish this world would make up its mind on whether it wants me to stay or not... I... can't say I'm not glad to be back though...
Seishirou-san, are you still here? [Please be here... I can't...]
[........]
Kamui... I... [want to see you...] You're still here too, aren't you?
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[19 Aug 2008|06:05pm] |
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mood |
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 crushed |
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[private; fairly hackable]
He left.
I... I wonder if I should've seen this coming... Everyone goes their own separate ways sooner or later, but I just... never thought it would happen to us. He's moved on... Perhaps I should learn how to as well... Not that I have a choice it seems...
He doesn't even want to see me anymore... Is this really how it's going to end?
This room... feels so empty without him.
Should I move out as well, I wonder... There are too many memories here...
[/private]
... May I come see you, Seishirou-san?
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| 15. an endless rain |
[30 Jul 2008|10:50am] |
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mood |
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restless |
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The rain has yet to stop...
Although I do not mind it--it's a refreshing change, actually--it's a bit tedious to be stuck indoors.
I suppose it wouldn't hurt to take a short walk around the park. I'll bring an umbrella with me...
[[ooc: if anyone cares to bump into him, he might or might not be standing under a tree at the park staring at the rain, deep in thought]]
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| 14. Taken away again |
[10 Jul 2008|09:27am] |
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mood |
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distraught |
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[He can't bring himself to write, pen hovering above his journal for quite a while. When he tried, his handwriting is shaky and barely legible]
[...]
Not again... No...
He couldn't have... He couldn't have left me again...
Kamui... Please tell me you're still here. I... I just...
Why have this world taken you away from me again?
Kamui...
[private; hard to hack to unhackable]
... This world... Why must it bring me Seishirou-san and take away Kamui? It's not... Am I selfish? To want them both here with me? Do I have to choose between Kamui and Seishirou-san?
...
I can't... I won't choose between them. Even if it's selfish. They're both... special to me... Kamui and Seishirou-san...
I won't let this world choose for me either. I know Kamui will come back. I'll wait until then. Forever if I have to...
[/private]
[[He'll be waiting outside the Welcome Center everyday until Kamui comes back.]]
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| 13. A beautiful dress |
[05 Jul 2008|05:03pm] |
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mood |
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 discontent |
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... This is a bit ridiculous, isn't it? This world seems to find it quite amusing for me to either be the opposite gender or to wear the clothes of the opposite gender. I wonder if there's a way for me to convince it that I'm perfectly happy being male...
[[Subaru will be wearing this and not liking it one bit]]
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| 11. And yet again... |
[21 Jun 2008|04:46pm] |
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mood |
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numb |
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[private; a tiny step away from unhackable]
Seishirou-san is here... But... yet again, he's not the one I know... I wonder why seeing this Seishirou-san hurts more than seeing the other Seishirou-san that was here... Perhaps... Perhaps it's because they look so much alike... My Sei The Seishirou-san I know and the one that's here...
He was... He was covered in his mother's blood and maybe it's because I haven't feed in so long, but... I... I licked the blood off of him. I don't understand why I did that... I don't... I also offered... myself as payment to drink his blood...
What had gotten into me?
Seishirou-san must hate me... The thought alone... hurts.
... What do I do now?
Maybe I can... I can...
[/private]
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| 10. Back home |
[10 Jun 2008|12:30pm] |
Where...
I'm... I'm back again... This world...
[...]
Kamui... [I can feel you here] Where are you?
Have you been here
I'm sorry if I caused you--
Oh...
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| 09. Pretty lady |
[27 May 2008|12:01am] |
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mood |
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[Filtered to Kamui (![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) pure_blooded)]
Kamui... Please don't laugh...
[is hiding in the bathroom]
[/Filtered]
Everyone, please refrain from going outside unless necessary. I... This world is doing something strange again.
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| 08. the world of literature |
[23 May 2008|10:41am] |
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mood |
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guilty |
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[Filtered to Kamui (pure_blooded)]
[lots of scratches, some readable, some not]
Kamui
Are you
I know it healed but
Does it
[a sigh of resignation, deciding to avoid mentioning the topic altogether][he'll figure out a way to make it up to him somehow]
Are you free today, Kamui? If so, would you like to accompany me to the library?
[/filtered]
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| 07. Lost of precious memories |
[06 May 2008|01:09pm] |
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contemplative |
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[...]
How strange... I remember traveling through so many worlds... Running from something? Someone? I... I can't seem to remember what it was I was running from. Or with whom. I'm sure there was someone beside me... At least... I believe there was...
....
And when did I acquire a roommate?
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| 06. Subaru's pride and joy? |
[01 May 2008|05:27pm] |
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mood |
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distressed |
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Does anyone know if any of the stores are selling any... normal clothing?
[Filtered to (pure_blooded)]
Ah... Kamui...
Something seems to have followed me home.
[/filtered]
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| 05. The missing part of my soul |
[11 Apr 2008|04:25pm] |
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mood |
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distressed |
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[Kamui.... Are you there?]
[Kamui... Answer me, please...]
[His handwriting is a little shaky, a little less soft and elegant, but it's readable anyway]
H-Has anyone seen Kamui? H-He's... I can't find him... I can't even feel his presence here.
If anyone sees him... please... I can't...
I can't live without him...
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| 04. Meme |
[08 Apr 2008|05:59pm] |
# Leave me a comment saying “interview me.”
# I will respond by asking you five questions.
# You will update your journals with the answers to the questions.
# You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post.
# When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.
Ah... I got these questions from whom I believe is Syaoron-san. [has checked the other comments when he found out he didn't know who he was xD]
Although I don't believe my answers were satisfactory, I hope they are acceptable. I have never played a game such as this before, so forgive me.
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| 02. staying over |
[07 Mar 2008|03:46pm] |
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[Filtered to Kamui]
Kamui...
Yuuko-san said that since it's late, I shouldn't walk back to the hotel. She has kindly offered to let me stay over at her shop until morning... Will you be fine without me?
If so, I'll be back tomorrow... I think.
Also it seems that Seishirou-san is here...
[[strikes pretty unhackable, but like that's ever stopped Kamui]]
[/filter]
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| 01. a new world |
[29 Feb 2008|04:09pm] |
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mood |
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worried |
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Where is this place? This does not look like the world I fell asleep in. This place isn’t unpleasant, but… I hope everything turned out fine with that girl and her friends…
…
I must be causing Kamui to worry about me again by disappearing so suddenly… I… I have to find a way back to him. Now that I’m awake… I don’t want to cause him any more worry than I already have…
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